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"i've been keeping my eyes wide open"

Dec. 2nd, 2009 | 07:49 pm
mood: happy happy
music: "your love is a song" switchfoot

quote of the night, overheard at my work christmas party...

(while discussing past student workers)
mr. greene: well, we only hired scott* as eye candy for you barb.
barb: oh, don't even get me started about eye candy. what about ashley and christine and brittany...
mr. greene: ok, nevermind.

*all names changed because i forget what they were originally!

i love my bosses and my coworkers so much! they set up a scavenger hunt around the clubhouse for the student workers and at the end we found candy and blockbuster giftcards! :)

HL

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"i've been keeping my hopes unbroken"

Dec. 2nd, 2009 | 12:33 am
mood: calm calm
music: "your love is a song" switchfoot

another phenomenal discovery in the music world. the song cuts off a bit early in the video, but only a tiny bit.


"oh Your love is a symphony all around me, running through me
oh Your love is a melody underneath me, running to me
Your love is a song
"

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"i'm tangled up in you"

Nov. 29th, 2009 | 08:06 pm
mood: anxious anxious
music: "collide" howie day

here is the obligatory what-i-did-over-thanksgiving-break post...

i went home for thanksgiving break a week ago, on sunday the 22nd. i do not remember a single thing that i did that day, except that i drove home in pajamas and slippers from the night before. i was so exhausted! on monday morning i got up early and took my car to the kia dealership to have the oil changed... which took FOREVER. my car was 4 years old this month and is right at 60,000 miles. is that appropriate for a 4 yr old car? i know nothing about cars. it's embarrassing. after the oil change i picked up some groceries for dinner and then headed off to the grand with dianna to see new moon. i was really sick of hearing the hype for the movie, but desperately wanted to see it. (lol) i thought it was great... infinitely better than the first movie. i think it was better because it had a different director. catherine hardwicke was awful with twilight. after the movie i made corn chowder for my family for dinner, then cleaned up our 4th bedroom (extra room where mom piles crap. also, there's a couch and a tv so i spend a lot of time there.) for a while until the series finale of jon & kate plus 8 came on. i'm sad the show ended, but i think it's probably in the best interest of the children. their time slot is being filled by cake boss, which is the most awesome show ever. so ultimately, i'm happy. :)

tuesday morning i got up even earlier than monday to go have breakfast with granddaddy. he had forgotten about our date and was still asleep when i got there. i felt so terrible! after a tiny bit of waiting we headed over to zoes and had a nice time together. after breakfast, i headed straight from granddaddy's to grandma and grandpa's house. i have not been alone with grandma and grandpa since i was probably 10 years old and spent the night at their house once. i was SO nervous to be alone with them. is that awful? grandma has a hard time hearing and i always feel like i'm yelling at her when i talk. even though she has a new hearing aid, i was still yelling... then i was paranoid that it actually sounded like yelling to her and that she could hear me just fine. the reason i went over was for her to teach me how to make her super delicious AMAZING pimiento cheese. it's one of my favorite foods ever and one of the only recipes i've totally destroyed when trying to make it myself. grandma said i needed to see her do it to learn myself, but i've been putting it off. a month ago when she and grandpa graciously gave me some money to help with school (completely out of the blue) i decided that i really needed to appreciate them and spend some time with them. it wasn't bad like i expected it to be. i had a nice time! i learned the correct way to make pimiento cheese and even had lunch (a pimiento cheese sandwich, of course!) while i was there. i sat and talked with grandma and grandpa for a while after we were finished in the kitchen. the only awkward time was when i was trying to tell them about the corn chowder i made the night before and i mentioned havarti cheese and they looked at me weird, before grandpa finally said "hannah, we have no idea what you are talking about." haha! when i'm home for christmas i'm going to make a batch of pimiento cheese all by myself and send some to grandma. i hope it will be as good as hers! i might also try to make the bread she taught me how to make years ago. she can't make it herself anymore because it hurts her arms to knead it. EDIT: dad just called and said they went to visit grandma and grandpa today and grandpa told them how happy he was i came to visit and how nice it was to get to know me a little better. dad said he hadn't seen him that excited about anything in a long time! :)

on tuesday night, martha and i went to victoria's secret, which was a really bad idea. do i need lingerie? do i really? no, of course not. do i really need underwear when i have an entire drawer full? no, of course not. do i need a strapless bra since the four i've had have all broken? yes. did i buy a strapless bra? no, of course not. did i buy a lot of unnecessary things? yes. it's a good thing i don't work there, that's all i have to say! an employee discount would destroy me. after shopping, we met jennifer to get some dinner and ice cream. it makes me so happy that i am still so close with my high school friends. i already can't wait to see them both again over christmas, as well as stephen, who couldn't make it to dinner this time.

i have forgotten what i did on wednesday. did i finally sleep in? i really don't remember! i remember going out to do something wednesday morning and then going with mom and dad to pick stephen up from school on wednesday afternoon. and we had pizza for dinner. the end. i guess i didn't really do anything very important on wednesday if i can't remember it.

thursday morning i woke up around 9 and made the pumpkin pies for our thanksgiving lunch. pumpkin pies are always my responsibility. i am clearly a master at following the directions on the canned pumpkin. ;) just like every other year... granddaddy, aunt jonetta, and uncle dan came over and we had fried oysters. i avoided the fried oysters and made chicken casserole for myself and aunt jonetta. i understand that it's tradition to have fried oysters, but it really bothers me. uncle dan is currently in a pretty rigorous weight loss program at duke medical center. he's living in raleigh for the next couple of months while he attends the program to help him lose some serious weight, quit smoking, and deal with other health problems. i find it irresponsible that we had FRIED OYSTERS for thanksgiving, considering uncle dan's health. he spoke to his nutritionist before thanksgiving, who told him that he could eat 6 oysters. but wouldn't turkey still have been better? all we did at the table was discuss his program while everyone (again, NOT ME) stuffed their faces with fried oysters. it just seemed wrong to me. i feel awkward at family dinners and kind of just sit there until i figure i can excuse myself without being rude. nobody really talks to me. i wonder if we had a bigger family if it wouldn't be so uncomfortable. i wonder if grandma and grandpa are sad that we never spend the holidays with them. i wonder a lot of things about my family these days.

thursday night amber came over and watched me wrap christmas gifts. i was on top of things with my christmas shopping this year and currently have everybody's gifts, except for martha and meridith. after i got bored with wrapping, we decided to see if cookout was open to get some milkshakes. most people can't imagine wanted a milkshake after eating a thanksgiving dinner, but i didn't have a real thanksgiving dinner now did i? sadly, cookout was closed. walmart was open, though, so we bought some junk food there: potato chips & dip for me and paula deen's gooey butter cake for amber. i gave her a hard time for buying BUTTER CAKE. it sounds so nasty! she said i'd eat my words when i tasted the cake. i must admit that she was right. unfortunately, it was delicious. i felt like i was eating a thousand calories with every bite.

on friday morning i headed back to boone WITH MARTHA to do some black friday shopping. this was a monumental deal to me, as martha has not visited boone the entire time i've been at appalachian! after a quick lunch at panera (which, fyi, now has THE BEST macaroni & cheese on their menu!) we went to the outlets in blowing rock. i was excited because the entire banana republic store was 50% off, but neither of us ended up buying anything there. we got matching long sleeved polos at ralph lauren. i got a navy blue cardigan and an elephant necklace from j. crew. martha bought a scarf and gloves and boxers (for jc) at gap. we stopped by kmart to see if their joe boxer pajama sets were on sale. they were buy one get one half, i think. i wish they had just been half to begin with! i ended up buying stephen a michael jackson poster (he says mj is his idol... scary!) as well as my big fat greek wedding and legally blonde/legally blonde 2 combo pack for $5 each. martha found a super soft throw blanket for only $12 that she's going to give to jc as an early christmas gift. we went to the mall next because i wanted to check out old navy. they had jeans for $15, but i was disappointed to find that none of them fit me quite right. we ended up at hallmark, where i bought a rodney the reindeer puppet that hums christmas songs when you move his mouth. too cute! at rue 21 we both found winter coats. before you say anything, yes i know that i do not need another winter coat. my current total for winter coats is 13. but i couldn't resist! they were so cute!

after our first spurt of shopping, we went to get dinner at macados. i feel that anyone who comes to boone should go to macados at least once! after dinner we decided to stop by walmart to see if they had any good deals on movies. when amber and i were at walmart on thanksgiving night i saw huge pallets of movies wrapped up for black friday. i figured there must be something special going on! and i was right! they had the BEST deals on movies ranging from only $2-$9! i bought miss congeniality, seven, the curious case of benjamin button, and the last kiss for $13 total. then i bought gran torino and taken for my dad for his birthday! they also had taboo for $15, so i called mom and asked if i bought it if they would give me $15 back and make it one of my christmas gifts. she happily obliged. oooh, i spent so much money on myself. i should be ashamed! when we got back to the apartment, we had to blow up the air mattress for martha to sleep on. now, the pump for our air mattresses only works in a car cigarette lighter. dad bought this kind of pump years ago when we used to go camping all the time and that was the only source of electricity. of course, it isn't practical anymore. it is especially not practical when it's 36 (feels like 25) degrees outside with wind gusts up to 50 mph!!! i thought martha and i were going to DIE before we could get it blown up. the worst part is that it would not get firm! i don't know what was wrong because the last time we used them in st. louis they blew up fine. we finally gave up after about 15 (felt like 30) miserable minutes. once we got the mattress inside it slowly lost all of the air and crumpled up. :( martha ended up sleeping on all the cushions from our couch and chair.

saturday morning we had a delicious brunch at melanie's before martha headed home. i have to say it again... i was SO happy that she came to boone! for the rest of the day saturday i watched my new movies and did some random stuff around the apartment. today heather came to visit for a couple of hours and now i'm at work until 10.

WHEW! what a post! i'm going to have to do a better job of updating over christmas break. imagine trying to recap more than one week of vacation!! my brain is fried. i can't even think of an appropriate way to end this post. goodnight!

HL

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"i don't mind where you come from as long as you come to me"

Nov. 25th, 2009 | 11:59 pm
mood: contemplative contemplative
music: "all the same" sick puppies

greetings! half an hour from the time i start this entry it will be thanksgiving. this isn't my favorite holiday by any means, but i feel like it's an important one. so i'd like to take the next half hour or so to write about things i'm thankful for and whatever else comes to mind. the first thing that comes to my mind is: do you like my new icon? see, i'm getting sidetracked already...

if i had to pick one single thing that i am thankful this year it would be my dad. i've written about him lately and mentioned how he gives everything to our family and takes nothing in return. he is selfless. he is an amazing father. he deserves so much more than he will ever receive. this has been the roughest year in our family's history and he has pulled us through. he took today off work to relax at home, but since lunchtime today dad has: gone to the bank to sort out a double charge, braved shoppers at walmart to get groceries for tomorrow, picked up pizza for dinner, gone to harris teeter to get the groceries mom forgot the first time, vacuumed all the carpet and hardwood floors downstairs, taken all our trash out to the end of the driveway for pick-up, cleaned up a pot i accidently destroyed in the kitchen, gave me a back rub, and finished a mirror for my bedroom. and who even knows the things he took care of before lunchtime. so, the mirror: i bought a mosaic mirror a few months ago to hang in my room at home. it's gorgeous and it was on sale because it had been damaged during shipping. dad measured it and had a piece of mirror cut to fit the mosaic frame. he carefully glued it into place the other night and when he carried it up from the basement tonight the brand new piece of mirror had a crack across it. i almost cried. ok, i am crying now actually. i was just so sad that he took the time to do this for me and then it cracked and he's going to have to do it all over again. he looked so disappointed. gosh he's so great. i need to stop talking about my dad now before i totally lose it.

i am also thankful for tv shows on dvd, as they've kept me occupied this semester when i'm lonely and have nothing to do. i am thankful for old navy having a 50% off stuff & save day so i was able to get lots of cheap christmas gifts. i'm thankful for the good music that was released this year, but not for itunes raising song prices to $1.29 each. i am thankful for all of my wonderful friends who have been there through the good, the bad, and the "HANNAH, NO YOU DIDN'T..." times. i am thankful for hoodies, flannel pajamas, and socks that i finally like wearing after too many years of cold winter feet. i am thankful for crave, the best (and only) tapas bar i've ever been to. i'm thankful that my family found a church that makes us happy. i'm thankful that God never gives up on me. i know i can be quite a challenge.

THE END! time to sleep, so i can get up and bake delicious pumpkin pies and chicken casserole and watch the macys thanksgiving day parade and the dog show! maybe i like thanksgiving more than i thought!

HL

ps) oh, and i'm thankful for the rest of my family and for cougar waffle, who still cheers me up on the darkest of days. really THE END!



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"the strangest thing was waiting for that bell to ring"

Nov. 17th, 2009 | 08:15 pm
mood: bored bored
music: "the hardest part" coldplay

i haven't posted lately because i've been busy. busy watching sex and the city! i finished the complete series of friends a couple of weeks ago and sara let me borrow her complete series of sex and the city. i don't know why i had never watched it before... probably because 1. it was on HBO and i've never had HBO and 2. i was in middle school/high school when the show originally aired. it's not exactly appropriate for that age group. ANYWAY, it took me UNDER 2 weeks to finish the series. isn't that ridiculous? i watched it every day, all the time. all 6 seasons. and it was brilliant. if i don't end up getting a boyfriend and getting married before i'm 30, i hope that i'm as fabulous as carrie bradshaw. i'd also like to be able to afford her amazing wardrobe. i haven't watched the movie yet, but i'm going to try to get around to it this weekend. the second movie comes out next summer and i'll be seeing that one in theaters! i don't know what to do with myself now that i'm done with another series. i really want to get the complete series of gilmore girls... maybe after christmas when i have some money. for now, i'm watching the office since i have every season of that.

unfortunately i don't have much else to say besides that i'm a bum who sits around and watches tv all day, apparently. oh wait, i have more to say, haha.,,i can't believe that november is halfway over. the rest of the year is going to go by so quickly! i have lots of fun things going on this week in boone (mom and aunt karen visiting, taking back sunday/all american rejects/anberlin concert, two acapella concerts, etc.), then i have a week off for thanksgiving. this means i get to see martha and jenn and stephen and i get to watch the macys thanksgiving day parade and bake pumpkin pies and make fun of my family for eating fried oysters! after all of this, it's practically december!

i am currently planning a surprise birthday party for my dad (he turns 57 on december 3rd). it won't be anything big... just the 4 of us. i realized that my dad does not have any friends. really, he doesn't! he dedicates his ENTIRE life to our family and his job and he never gets to do anything nice for himself. he has done so much for me this year and i want to do something in return... so i'm going to decorate our dining room with streamers and balloons and surprise him with a nice dinner (i'm trying to figure out what his favorite food is) and bake him a big cake. if i could find a way to fit 57 candles on a cake, i'd do that too! i just want his birthday, for once, to be special. i know the decorations and stuff might seem childish, but that adds to the fun of it all. AND i'm going to buy him gifts. we NEVER buy dad birthday gifts, because his birthday is so close to christmas. this year, however, he is going to have gifts. i am so excited about his birthday!!

ok, now i'm really done dishing on random things. i guess i'll go work on some homework for lack of anything better to do. one more assignment and i won't have anything due until after thanksgiving!

HL

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"be the one and only, wait for me"

Nov. 11th, 2009 | 12:28 am
mood: cheerful cheerful
music: "be the one" the fray

coug and i just wanted to say hello to all our favorite lj users:




hello!

HL (& cw)



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"just be patient and don't worry"

Nov. 8th, 2009 | 11:58 pm
mood: peaceful peaceful
music: "death and all his friends" coldplay


 


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"so go ahead and get gone"

Nov. 8th, 2009 | 11:57 am
music: "irreplaceable" beyonce

i arrived at work a few minutes ago and immediately cut on the radio to hear beyonce's "irreplaceable." i was instantly reminded of the fall when that song was very popular: fall 2006. why do i remember this? does it happen to you? i can hear a song and remember everything that was happening in my life at the time it was released. for "irreplaceable," i was dating daniel and would drive home to see him every single weekend, blaring the song on the way. on my burned cd, "irreplacable" was right next to the hellogoodbye song "here in your arms." another song on the cd was taylor swift's "tied together with a smile." i loved all 3 so much! it kind of freaks me out that i have this kind of random memory, but can't remember anything i learned in my math class a year ago.

anyway, life is okay for me these days. i had a bit of a rough week last week because i've gotten tired of the same old routine of sleeping too late, doing nothing all day, staying up too late, and doing it all over the next day. since my classes are online i never go to campus and i barely interact with anyone! i usually get most of my schoolwork done when i'm working at highlands during the week, so i don't spend hours a day doing homework. i'm so bored and lonely. it's weird that it bothered me so much this past week, because i was actually quite active compared to most weeks. i had breakfast with sara and drove her to pick up her car from the mechanic, had lunch with julia, had lunch with meridith & amber, dinner with dianna (twice), and went to see where the wild things are with meridith & dianna. i still felt lonely, though. this weekend i did stuff, of course, but that doesn't really count. i'm talking about the monday-thursday block of days that are just miserable for me. i'm glad that the semester is very close to be over and that i'll be back on campus next semester. mark my words: i'll regret saying that come january when it's below freezing outside and i have to walk from one side of campus to the other instead of staying in my warm apartment all day. oh well. only a few more weeks to get through.

guess that's it for now. time to get my homework done during the next 5 hours at work so i can enjoy another week of intense boredom.

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"no hope, no love, no glory"

Nov. 7th, 2009 | 03:08 am
mood: upset upset
music: "happy ending" mika

i'm in a dark place tonight. i listen to this song over and over and it's so beautiful that i cry.



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"i am ready"

Nov. 5th, 2009 | 06:54 pm
mood: calm calm
music: "colorblind" counting crows

What is your all-time favorite, romantic movie scene? What about it speaks to you?

 


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i can't pick just one romantic movie scene! there are so many that i love! most of my favorites have already been mentioned by other people responding to this writer's block: the love scene from the notebook, the note card scene from love actually, and the meadow scene from pride & prejudice. since nobody has mentioned this other one that is also my favorite, i'll go with it:

the escalator scene from cruel intentions.


it's so short and simple and beautiful. i also love it because of the counting crows song playing in the background. it's such an emotional song and when adam duritz repeatedly sings "i am ready," it fits perfectly with the two characters who are free of the things holding them back and are ready to be together. 
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